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Joshua Michael
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Current Residence: Phoenix, Arizona
Favourite genre of music: Any thing that catches my ear
Favourite style of art: the kind that tell a story
MP3 player of choice: IPOD
Skin of choice: the kind on me
Personal Quote: it is better to burn out than to fade away
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I tried killing my self a few weeks ago, funny thing was I had many options on how to do it, a good stab though my chest hopefully piercing my heart and I would die, or hanging my self, be nice to feel my life choke out of me then there was just running in front of a bus, but then I thought "No" that would be suck for the people on the bus trying to get home, I wouldn't want to inconvenience them, so I went with hanging, seeing how it would be less messy, but as I tied the rope around my neck, my cats started watching me and meowing, and I can see in their faces that they were concern and started meowing, my oldest cat began rubbing his head on my leg, and I wondered was this his way of saying "don't go"
"fuck" was the only thing I could say, I untied the rope and called my grandma, then a suicide help line, I told my wife and friend and they suggested I should go to the hospital to be under suicide watch a week later I'm home, I want to start with a clean slate, I want to erase everything that led me to that mind set
  • Mood: Uneasy
  • Listening to: All the fucking music in the world
  • Reading: Avengers vs X-men
  • Watching: Mystery science theater 3000

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AkumaRyoshi Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the favourite! :iconhappyhappyplz:
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Alessa-DW Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch!!!))):D:love:
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SwitchDeath Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
sick shit
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Rakali Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave.
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Schkan Featured By Owner May 27, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you very much for the Fav ! :) (Smile)
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Ruzukii Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Hey there! Thanks a TON for the fave! :) 
Be sure to check out my other stuff too! There's heaps of works in progress that you might like also :3
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TheDimensionKorr Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the fave :)
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exetleos Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thaks for fav
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traumadesigns Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks very much for the fave!
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Sertoriusly Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2014
wow thankyou for the watch, i am honored
do we show up as friends too? i dont know how to do anything on thissite
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