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Joshua Michael
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Current Residence: Phoenix, Arizona
Favourite genre of music: Any thing that catches my ear
Favourite style of art: the kind that tell a story
MP3 player of choice: IPOD
Skin of choice: the kind on me
Personal Quote: it is better to burn out than to fade away
I tried killing my self a few weeks ago, funny thing was I had many options on how to do it, a good stab though my chest hopefully piercing my heart and I would die, or hanging my self, be nice to feel my life choke out of me then there was just running in front of a bus, but then I thought "No" that would be suck for the people on the bus trying to get home, I wouldn't want to inconvenience them, so I went with hanging, seeing how it would be less messy, but as I tied the rope around my neck, my cats started watching me and meowing, and I can see in their faces that they were concern and started meowing, my oldest cat began rubbing his head on my leg, and I wondered was this his way of saying "don't go"
"fuck" was the only thing I could say, I untied the rope and called my grandma, then a suicide help line, I told my wife and friend and they suggested I should go to the hospital to be under suicide watch a week later I'm home, I want to start with a clean slate, I want to erase everything that led me to that mind set
  • Mood: Uneasy
  • Listening to: All the fucking music in the world
  • Reading: Avengers vs X-men
  • Watching: Mystery science theater 3000

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Redcockatiel Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2015  Professional Traditional Artist
Happy birthday!Party Have your cake and eat it too 
AkumaRyoshi Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the favourite! :iconhappyhappyplz:
Alessa-DW Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the watch!!!))):D:love:
SwitchDeath Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
sick shit
Rakali Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave.
Schkan Featured By Owner May 27, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you very much for the Fav ! :) (Smile)
Ruzukii Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Hey there! Thanks a TON for the fave! :) 
Be sure to check out my other stuff too! There's heaps of works in progress that you might like also :3
TheDimensionKorr Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the fave :)
exetleos Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thaks for fav
traumadesigns Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks very much for the fave!
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